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10:01pm 19/08/2010
 
 
alison_3443
didn't eat again today.. 4 cups of coffee and 2 gatorades. I did some fake eating though.. my roommate is clueless. and I hope it stays that way.

then tonight I went on a run.. 3 miles. I didn't run the whole thing though. My knee was killing me so bad so we walked and talked part of the time. Plus I kept getting cramps. In my feet, in my right calf, in my ab (not a side ache, a cramp) in my shoulders. huge lack of potassium... not to mention every other vitamin and mineral ever to exist. but I still can't bring myself to eat. It terrifies me.

Callie will be gone for the weekend though. She'll leave right after class tomorrow so I'll have the apartment to myself. I won't have to fake eat all weekend. Though I might have to get rid of some food so she thinks I ate it. But at least I won't have to be all sneaky about it.

I'm exhausted though and I don't feel very good at all.. I feel like I'm going to throw up.
so I'm going to sleep.
goodnight and sweet dreams everyone
LOVE YALL!!

p.s. I added a class today. I only had 15 hours and I need a fine arts class eventually. So I added intro to theater to make 18.. wow that is sooo not me lol. My brother was exceptionally good at theater but me.. no way. But Hannah is in that class so hopefully with her help I'll survive :)

Night :)
 
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 petite_beauty
 
04:55am 20/08/2010 (UTC)
 
 
petite_beauty
II know you are terrified to eat but you NEED to get some potassium. If nothing else, eat something with potassium. Don't want you to have cardiac problems :(
 
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